The church of “I Don’t Know”
It’s God’s planet, but the devil’s matrix.
I believe making it through the matrix requires a respect and understanding of both. To just classify one as good and the other evil is simplifying things to a level of hypocrisy. This might offend the most religious, but it’s not intended that way. If it does it kind of proves you’ve been brainwashed into thinking questions are sins. I’m not saying to worship, but to respect a formidable force.
On one hand, God, creator of heaven and earth, also created a place where it’s kill or be killed. Survival of the fittest. Circle of life. We love the rabbit and torture the mouse. We detest those that would use horse meat in their meal, but kill cows by the millions and suck them down with ne’er a thought about the animal’s sacrifice. Which one displays our love of God? Which makes us evil?
Satanists, Freemasons, Jesuits (yes I would argue the Catholic Church has been overtaken by Satanists)… long list here. The light bearer… many scientists, physicists, mathematicians, doctors etc. … they have an incredible work ethic, help many people with aches and pains, even bring some back to life, and also do not believe in God… or should I say their higher power is Lucifer. Some aren’t aware the groups they belong to have a hierarchy that do worship him, i.e. Freemasons (low level), Shriners Club etc. Look at the emblems. Satanic symbolism is everywhere. Even your favorite pop star Taylor Swift pays homage to the serpent in some part of her uniform at most concerts.
Who devised the world and grid we live in? Was it Khazars? Mayans? Inca Empire? Maybe it was The Nephilim or Anunnaki. Should we thank them or despise them? Can you even imagine a different life on the planet? We have nothing to compare it to. We’ve been indoctrinated into this living. Life might be wonderful without cities, governments, taxes, regulations, pop songs, movies, sports… the ‘System’. Who really knows?
Is the earth a perfectly round sphere traveling at light speed or a somewhat flatter, still planet? It’s an argument that’s gone on for centuries, yet the argument according to NASA is now closed. You think there’s proof, but you really only know what NASA tells you. Are they even to be trusted anymore? I don’t know.
You’ve never been in space to witness it for yourself. I’m not saying this to instigate an argument, but to open the thought process about what we truly know first-hand, and what’s taught to us since childhood. What’s a real photograph and what’s a painting? Why would our own significance matter to people who want to see us disappear, eat bugs and stop wasting ’their’ resources. Are we less than a grain of sand, or is God giving us a chance at eternal life in a one-of-a-kind heaven called Earth? Once you realize how much we’ve been lied to, you begin to question everything.
So without a real way to find absolutes, we just do the best we can. We need to stop pointing the finger at other citizens who are making decisions and developing beliefs based on shitty multiple choice questions designed to keep the winners winning and losers begging.
I choose God. It’s not a knowing, it’s a faith. This is why I don’t preach. I honestly don’t know what’s on the other side of life, or for that matter what’s literal and what’s parable in the Bible, but I choose the path that led to the magic of classical music, giant beautiful and inexplicable structures called cathedrals crafted in God’s name, and so much more. We walk amongst these creations and think we’re more enlightened than those who built it all. We suffer from a toxic level of ignorance and arrogance. This, too is by design.
Also, in my opinion, those who’ve openly sworn to Satan and have hundreds of millions or billions of dollars to show for it… they just never look happy. There’s almost never that true life light in their eyes. They worship the dollar, and the dollar has no spirit at all. Nothing to give them back but more ‘stuff.
All we think we know our TV’s and internet taught us. Some school books that were taken over by The Rockefeller’s long ago. Same with the AMA, big Pharma and a hundred other institutions. We know what they want us to know. We believe what they want us to believe. I hope we can find some humility and begin to ask questions of everyone and everything. Without a willingness to admit we could be wrong, we’re doomed.
Evolving Talent
I’m acquiring a new skillset. I can often see in someone’s eyes that they are unable to compromise their belief system or indoctrination. The type who will not only get angry at you for disagreeing, but wish you cancer or death for it. This is a growing trend in America, and it’s coming more from the hard left than the hard right. Who, in the 70’s, 80’s & 90’s would have ever believed this possible?
I had people so angry at me for not getting tested or vaxed for Covid, that I lost relationships. More than one hand.
Now that the vax has been proven ineffective and worse, no one is stepping up or standing up admitting anything. They’ve simply moved on to another thing to hate 🙂
Know you’re in a cult when corporate America agrees with you. The conspiracy crowd has no such groupthink. The only thing we have in common is knowing we’re being lied to.
Back In The Day
Sometimes the hardest thing about getting older are the war stories. When I meet a young musician, they want to open things up, play with them, create something new, then get another toy that helps inspire them to do the same. When I meet up with friends my age or older, they often want to talk about things that happened 30+ years ago. It reminds me of guys I knew that would glorify how high they were in the 80’s, how much they drank, how many girls they slept with… they’d always end it with ‘i’m lucky to be alive’ but it was a way to glorify the rings around the tree. It’s not as boring as it is constant.
We’re also in the age of disclosure. If we were magicians instead of musicians, there’d be no more magic shows or magic wands. All the tricks are freely given away to anyone willing to subscribe.
This was unheard before the internet owned us all. You think I could find out Bob Clearmountain or Chris Lord-Alge’s process, entire list of boxes, chain etc.? Only if I were their 2nd engineer. That’s literally the only way you could find out someone’s secrets… if you had to set them up.
Now with YouTube everyone is showing everything. There’s a lot of fun in this of course. I love finding out the secrets I always wondered about. 9 times out of 10 the answer is much simpler than I thought… but the mystery is gone too. Not the worst thing. No need to have all this mystery… not in professionalism or in fame for that matter.
It was just different… back in the day. There see I just did it myself 🙂